I know its the hormones talking, bc every month I end up back here...
Ravenously hungry for some social excitement and male attention. Fantasizing about men I've had crushes on in the past and random men I know, that all of a sudden I find cute and irresistible!
I know I have to wait. I know I have to be patient. I get all that. But I'm just tired... "How long, o Lord, how long"???
Sometimes the row is just too hard to hoe...
And its not even that I want a relationship. I just want someone to want me... Not that I'm a tease (anymore!), because I don't play games. I guess I'd just like to date... Or something...
Shuttle is almost at work. Sorry for whining...
BlueLady
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